My Cards Told Me To Write

But I don’t want to.

I’m having a bad day.

I often come on here when I have something to say, but today nothing comes to mind.

But my cards told me to write.

And if you really want me to lay it all out there for you — I’m scared, insecure, and have no idea what I’m doing as a human being. I wish I could say this was rare, but it’s more common than confidence.

I should be happy. Things in my writing business are moving forward. But now, my lurking imposter syndrome has been cranked to the max.

Big time.

Although, every once in a while, I do get hit with the confidence bug. Comes out of nowhere and I kinda have no choice but to act on it.

Not today, though. Today I want to run away and hide somewhere fuzzy, safe, warm, and comfortable.

But I wouldn't be growing, would I? Growth is HARD.

I know we all say that, but boy am I feeling it. Moving past my comfort zone is nothing short of a horror movie.

The cards don’t lie. But forming words and sentences right now feels like pulling teeth.

Archangel Raziel, “Use your God-given power and intention to manifest blessings in your life.”

Archangel Sandalphon, “Be very gentle with yourself at this time. Surround yourself with gentle people, situations, and environments.”

Archangel Gabriel, “Make time to write down your thoughts in a journal, article, or book.”

So here I am, writing my thoughts down. Trying to be a little more gentle with myself (although I’m finding this really hard). And taking my power back, by bringing myself back to the present moment.

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